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But I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent beguiled Eve through his subtlety,
so your minds should be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ. 2 Corinthians 11:3
BACK 2 BASICS: Personal & Unlisted Video Series
This is somehow ‘PERSONAL.’ Intended to help the people in my life. (family, relatives, cousins, friends, batchmates, schoolmates, co-workers, fellow citizen & every people who know me whether by name or by face) This is only to help them when the GREATER hour of trial has come. I am not trying to be a preacher, teacher, etc.. I am not trying to be anyone. I am just being a good friend, desiring to help them.. ..get to personally know My Father through His Word.
These videos are for the lazy people in my life.. because I, myself used to be lazy in reading anything. So the LORD finally enabled me to speak & do these things. Time is of the essence, and there’s still so many things to be done. If I would write everything, it would take so much time.. so I just pray that they would bother to listen, even though they are lazy to read.
This is for the UNLEARNED. UNWISE. UNBELIEVERS. Helping them to know the simplicity of the gospel of the Kingdom of God through Christ Jesus. NOT according to any doctrines/theologies/teachings of this world.. but directly from the Wisdom & the Spirit of God, by reading the Scriptures, His Word of Truth ALONE.
WISDOM that is from ABOVE not from earthly wisdom of the churches of men. UNDERSTANDING that will never be received from most pulpit preachers who are preaching false prosperity gospel. That is why they never knew the LORD. They never knew the Truth. They are never led by the Spirit of God. Therefore, they do not belong to God because those who doesn’t have the Spirit of Christ, does not belong to Christ. (Romans 8:9)
Just as what Paul the apostle mentioned in the Scriptures,
I may not be a trained speaker, but I do have knowledge. 2 Cor.11:6 My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit’s power, so that your faith might not rest on men’s wisdom but in the power of God. 1 Cor.2:4-5 We do, however, speak a message of wisdom among the mature, but not the wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are coming to nothing. 1 Cor.2:6 But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom, which God ordained before the world unto our glory. 1 Cor.2:7 We have not received the spirit of the world but the Spirit who is from God, that we may understand what God has freely given us. 1 Cor.2:12 This is what we speak, not in words taught us by human wisdom but in words taught by the Spirit, expressing spiritual truths in spiritual words. 1 Cor.2:13 For who among men knows the thoughts of a man except the man’s spirit within him? In the same way no one knows the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God. 1 Cor.2:11
The following are excerpts from: No Looking Back Nor Going Backwards
Wisdom & Understanding from Above
“..The Spirit of the LORD will rest on him–the Spirit of wisdom and of understanding,
the Spirit of counsel and of power, the Spirit of knowledge and of the fear of the LORD..” Isaiah 11:2
During my short time in this ministry, I have observed that most professing Christians don’t know about God’s Amazing Spirit & Wisdom.. the same Wisdom that was given to Solomon.. the same Wisdom that is written in the book of Ecclesiastes & Proverbs. Because most professing ‘Elderly’ Christians gained the wisdom of this world, according to the standards & doctrines of men, and not the Wisdom that is from Above.
People who personally know me may be surprised or not even believe that I am doing these things now. Because I was known to be very quiet, shy and timid with a very low self esteem and lacking of self confidence. However,
God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. 1 Cor.1:27 He chose the lowly things of this world, things that are counted as nothing at all, and used them to bring to nothing what the world considers important. 1 Cor.1:28 so that no one can ever boast in the presence of God. 1 Cor.1:29
As what I’ve been telling before.. It is not I, but Christ living in me. Gal.2:20 Words & Thoughts do not come from my own, but ALL was provided by the Lord. Matt.10:20 This courage & boldness to do these things was just empowered by the Holy Spirit of God. Acts 4:29 I did not enroll/graduate in any bible college/class/studies/seminars.. I was just taught by the LORD through His Spirit & Wisdom. Gal.1:12 And it wasn’t a long time since the LORD taught me. I started studying His WORD mid-September 2010.. ..Well, it would almost be 1 year soon. I studied/meditated/pondered on it.. like a child whose curious enough to search & know NEW things.. like a hungry person devouring the Word day & night.. .. and not just plain reading and forgetting everything that was written. Psalm 119
However, I am saying all these things for you to give glory, honor, praise & thanksgiving to the Most High God that I serve, who brought me into this kind of spiritual level maturity, at a young age, in a fast faced process of time. (September 2010 – July 2011) For I am just a young daughter of My Father, who was called to testify.. be a servant.. then a watchman,. and now someone who is speaking/teaching His Word.
“..Words in My Mouth..”
“As for me, this is my covenant with them,” says the LORD. “My Spirit, who is on you, and my words that I have put in your mouth will not depart from
your mouth, or from the mouths of your children, or from the mouths of their descendants from this time on and forever,” says the LORD. Isaiah 59:21
I would just share that last year, between September to November, I experienced something which happened twice or thrice (can’t exactly remember) that I cannot really explain.. I have been asking God what could it possibly mean.. And it was just recently that He gave me an understanding..
I was “asleep..” I had a “dream..” wherein I am just standing and “speaking/proclaiming/reciting/uttering” the words of God written in the Scriptures. I opened my eyes and visibly saw my room while I’m still uttering/reciting the Words in the Scriptures.. Just like the apostles boldly speaking the word of God..
It happened twice/thrice then it never happened again.. Since that day, I’ve been asking the LORD what could it possibly mean; and does it even mean anything or just because I’ve been always studying His Word that’s why I’ve been dreaming that I am reciting His Word? I don’t know.. I even searched on the web if there’s anyone who had experience the same thing.. ..then I just decided to forget about it.. if the LORD is willing to let me understand I would be happy.. if not.. I would still be happy.
I have forgotten about it, until recently while spending time with My Father, I just told Him how amazing He was.. .. because I remembered how I just used to pray & ask that may He give me an opportunity to share Him to others; for I don’t want to die without sharing what He has done in me, even just to a single person. I also remember how I prayed to Him, that I can accept whatever work He has planned for me, wherever He intended me to work, as long as He would give me an opportunity to share Him to others.
Set Apart for His Purpose
“..The Sovereign LORD has given me his words of wisdom, an instructed tongue; so that I know how to comfort the weary. Morning by morning
he wakens me and opens my understanding to his will and my ear to listen like one being taught..” Isaiah 50:4
It was year 2008, when I started to became hungry in knowing Him more. All I have in me is my testimony, but I don’t really know anything of Him written in the Scriptures.. ..yet. So, I’ve been praying to have “Christian” friends to grow more & learn more of Him. Also, to finally have someone who will be able to relate to me. However, even though I’ve been praying that He would give me the courage to sign-up for a ‘discipleship group’ in my old mega church, the LORD did not allow me because He has a greater plan in-stored for me. I just realized how the LORD set me apart for Him & Him ALONE. No friends. No relatives. No family. ..that is walking with Him. He did not allow me to join any ‘group/ministry’ in my old mega church for me NOT to rely/depend on that mega church nor any pastor and “christian” friends.. ..but solely relying & depending on Him, My Heavenly Father.. ..just how little children depend on their dads.
Last September 2010, before the LORD called me in the middle of the month, I am still busy.. very busy in looking for a job.. I even passed my resume in where I finished my on-the-job training/practicum hours. I am confident that I would be hired, since I already have a background on the airline’s work. So I prepared the things that I used in my practicum and even the ID holder & lace from that airline. Since I am very much eager to share Him to others, I cut out the “Salvation /God’sWaytoHeaven /AreYouSaved” part in my old mega church’s chronicle and put it in my ID holder; and may the LORD God just help me speak & talk about Him to anyone.
“..I am the LORD your God, who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go..” Isaiah 48:17
Looking back, I just smiled & praised the LORD for what He had done in my life. He has now equipped me with His Spirit, put the words in my mouth & the thoughts in my mind. Giving me the courage & boldness to speak His Word, stand up for Him, rebuke & correct the worldly doctrines; while standing for His Word of Truth Alone. I no longer need any gospel tracts that was organized by this world. I have the WORD in my mouth, because I have the Spirit of My God within me.
I don’t know about you and everyone of you, but the LORD My God is very real & alive to me; and I would always.. ALWAYS be in AWE whenever I would think of everything that He has done in my life, for raising me up, for changing my heart, for transforming me to become more like Him.. now worthy to be called His daughter.. ..a Daddy’s girl!
The Reluctant Child
The last place that I’d ever wanted to be.. Is to be at the center-stage with a spotlight & all eyes looking on me.
I’d rather be part of the production working back stage & behind the scenes.
“..Now go; I will help you speak and will teach you what to say.” Exodus 4:12
But Moses said, “O Lord, please send someone else to do it.” Exodus 4:13
It was December 2010, when the LORD has filled me with His Words & Thoughts that made me write so many journals/articles uploaded on scribd & mediafire. I am happy to share His Word to others, even just by means of writing. I am contented with that & am finally ready to die, without any regrets for doing nothing while I’m still on earth.
However, the LORD has more plans for me..
One morning, my mom told me to lead our own bible study in our family. I told her, I don’t do things on my own. I cannot do things on my own. Let’s pray about it.. if the LORD wills.. then the LORD will let me.. But in my mind, I am saying.. “Why me? You’re the mother.. you’re the one who’s supposed to be leading/teaching your children..”
Then I brought all my complaints to My Father..
“LORD. Why me? She’s my mom & she should be the one to be leading.. not me. Please teach her whatever you’ve taught me. Please give her whatever you have given me. I can just always back up or add something.. but I don’t want to do all the talking..” … …after a quick moment of silence the LORD quickly changed my mind.
“Okay.. if it is your will.. I will not back out. I will not recline.. but I just pray that you would teach me.. you would help me and always give me understanding & the right words to say..”
Thank God that He has put in her heart to do the initiative to lead the bible study. During the first days, I am almost always the one explaining.. ..but later on, the LORD has given them the understanding that He has given me. Praise YAH! So this group study started in the 3 of us, in my family.. then eventually the LORD made us 10 in this small group bible study. To know How the LORD started this small group study, please read.(May 6, 2011)
Stepping Up in this Ministry
Have you never heard? Have you never understood? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of all the earth. He never grows weak or weary.
No one can measure the depths of his understanding. Isaiah 40:28 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Isaiah 40:29
Taken from: Nyxstory? It’s Time to RUN! Today, Friday the 13th of May, the LORD reminded me, of me asking Him about ‘RUNNING.’ Then He gave me an understanding, that what I’m doing now is ‘Running’ or part of ‘Running.’ (Handling/Facilitating a small group in studying God’s Word, being led alone by the Spirit & Wisdom of God. To think that I just used to sleep or text when my Dad used to facilitate a small group too. But hey, that was 8 to 10 years ago.. ..and I’m still not old.. I’ll just be turning 21 this 2011.)
Part of this running & stepping up in this ministry, are the audio/video that I am currently doing. Who would have thought that I would be doing these things? Certainly not me! And probably, I would be the last person to do these things. As I’ve said.. it’s only by the POWER of the SPIRIT of GOD! Without the Spirit of God, I would not be doing anything.. I would not be doing these things today.. I would not be doing any videos & not posting anything on this blog..
As what I’ve been telling before, when the LORD God would speak.. He would speak.. The LORD God has spoken who can but prophesy? Amos 3:8 I do not prepare/plan/study on what to speak/teach unlike all Sunday pastors are doing. The LORD is working ON-THE-SPOT as the Spirit of God would give us utterance to speak His Word when the time is needed. Matt.10:19 The moment that I start to plan.. I am stepping in front of God.. It is as if I know better than God.. ..what I just always say to Him.. May your will be done.. May everything happen according to what you have purposed & planned.. May you please teach us.. May you please speak through me.. And that is how every bible study & even these continuous discussion happens.. I will just be filled with the LORD’S words & thoughts to say.. I do not plan on my own.. I only obey & follow what My Master Rabbi tells me so..
Wise as Serpents Harmless as Doves
Bind up the testimony and seal up the law among my disciples. Preserve the teaching of God; entrust his instructions to those who follow me. Isaiah 8:16
Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves. Matt.10:16
The Reason for Everything that I am doing is my friends, family/relatives, people in my life (whether they know me by name or by face). For the LORD has surrounded me with unbelieving worldly materialistic people; though they claim to be ‘Christians/Catholics’ NO ONE is walking with the LORD. NO ONE has a relationship with our Father in heaven. All are hypocrite/fake Christians.. ..just like who I used to be. That’s right. I used to be like one of them. So I do not point fingers at anyone. I do not judge nor condemn anyone.
The LORD called me. set me apart. trained me. disciplined me. filled me. used me. for His own purpose & own glory. To be a witness of the LORD & to testify that God is real & alive & is still speaking to His children today. That He is the only one who can totally transform anyone from having a worldly to spiritual life that leads to immortality. That He is the only one who can teach those who are truly seeking Him. That He is the only one who can give true knowledge & understanding of His Own Word, by the Power of His Spirit; WITHOUT the help of false pastors/false apostles/false prophets.. etc..
For them to know that the LORD does not change.. Mal.3:6 He is the same yesterday, today and forever. For them to be encouraged in seeking the LORD.. For them to know the simplicity of what the LORD requires.. .. and that is not to belong in any religion/group/organization/church named under men.. BUT to fear the LORD your God, to walk in all his ways, to love him, to serve the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul Deut.10:12 to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with God Micah 6:8 to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world. James 1:27
Disclaimers
I do not claim to be anyone.. While some are accusing me as a false prophet when I am not even claiming to be a prophet.. I am not a prophet.. Not a teacher/preacher/apostle/pastor.. Etc etc.. I don’t want to take any names but just a young daughter of The King & imperfect servant of The Most High.. That’s it.
I do not claim to know the word of God better than anyone else (who also have the Spirit of God) I myself am stumbling, learning, growing every day until My Father finally comes for me & everyone who’s longing for His appearing. 2 Tim.4:8 I just share everything that My Rabbi has taught me,. ..For I always pray that everything that I have learned & received may be given & shared to everyone, so that others may also be blessed and receive the joy in knowing the LORD, in a deeper & personal way.
I am not after statistics/views.. Nor after fame or popularity.. My heart is true to God. My intention is very clear. It is just my desire to share everything that has been given to me so that others would be blessed as well. A single soul led back to God makes me happy; just as they rejoice in heaven over one sinner that repents. Luke 15:10
The Servant’s Calling
